Dear Nonchalant, unfeeling, male,
I open up to you trying not to be the average female. We are supposed to be building something great on the foundation of a friendship. How can you be a friend when you don’t give a damn about me? If you did then you wouldn’t hurt me. You would treat me with respect because you respect me. I thought you liked me because that’s what you told me. Once again I have been duped, hoodwinked, bamboozled! I have no reason for why you would choose me to mess on. What have I ever done to you? Oh I know I was nice to you, open with you, gave myself to you over and over again. I gave you chance after chance because I wanted to make sure that I was being fair with you. While I’m looking out for you who in the hell is looking out for me? Not you! You are looking to partake of me, use me for what you want when you want it. Make me think that you are doing it for me when you couldn’t give a damn about me. Five months later without so much as a date. I’m tired of the games and that’s all you seem to play. I was willing to be there for you through thick and thin but it seems as though your only concern was getting in. I hope you had your fun. I deserve much better, someone who’s not afraid to love, care, and be with me. I am tired of your kind and I’m moving on.
Sincerely Yours,
Cherlnell “I could have been yours” Battles
